Ok, I have self-pitying tendencies; I know this. I'm sure I am more in tune with who I am, along with all of my insecurities, than a good majority of the public. How, you self-righteously ask(after all, you're the one who broadcasts your self actualization moments on Facebook)? I don't lie to myself.
No matter how honest you think you are with everyone else, you're still lying. Many people can't see it, because they believe the trash they're spewing. If you don't tell yourself the truth how can you be honest with anyone else?
On a seemingly unrelated note (although it isn't), I'd rather sit in the dark by myself than have a million events proposed to me by insincere people. It makes me self-conscious & insecure, which is ridiculous since 99.9% of the time the reason for it is their self-absorption & has little to do with me.
There is so much else I want, & need, to say, but the sentences won't stay together in my head long enough to be written down. I guess the meds aren't working as great as before.
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